I sometimes welcome the little-black-rain-cloud. And though I think it's totally normal to have days were you don't want to do anything or don't want to turn on the smile, I do think I welcome that mopey mood too much.
My can easily blame my former job, living with my in-laws, being unemployed for 9 months, money, our less-than-drama-free wedding, being new at a job that's not my ideal job, my hair/body/skin, etc., for being a grump or a little sad. And I let it linger too long.
So here and now I am making a promise to try and change my Debbie-downer ways. I will be more proactive in swiping that rain cloud away. I have to think positive... but not loose the sarcasm completely! I deserve to be happy. I deserve to have happy people around me. I deserve to have a smile on my face and a twinkle in my eye.
(stepping off my soapbox)
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